clothes i take out of the dryer and think  the last time i wore that was when...
iced water with lemon
tv shows i watched while deciding then watching them now . i just remember trying to decide
within them.
my yellow juicy sweats
that bra
my image in the mirror
my laptop and all the writing thinking stressing
my couch
the window in my living room
wondering, thinking, feeling ,thinking as if, acting as if, being as if 
and not being anymore.
my heart is sad
and broken.


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